Saturday, April 29, 2006

haha today was superb!
met up with the paradise gang at parkway this morning.
headed to kbox.
was really fun!
screaming at the top of our lungs.
the camera whores posing obscene poses.
teong teong and i acting out what bamboo was singing.
getting hanky panky.
the funniest part was when teong teong sort of lifted up my top and the person taking our photo actually thought it was a dress and got so embarrassed.
i was wearing shorts lah.
haha!
we rock man.
its undeniable k.
heh.
(:

headed to bugis later where socks and adebao indulged in their shopping spree.
it was really crowded!
human traffic was atrocious.
bad decision heading to town on a weekend.
/pulls hair.

oh yeah fedex itd is having a gathering this evening at chee heong's place.
cuz yong xin's leaving.
but its at cck!
so far!
even johnny's not going.
haa.

can i really trust you?
it feels as though i'm falling.
deeper.
but i know i've to stop.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

jensen ackles! my new husband =]


how can you say i'm special when you hardly know me.




Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

erm? not very true.
haha.
am at work now.
so frigging bored.
sitting beside a china scholar now.
makes me feel stupid.
zzz

Monday, April 24, 2006

dont say you love me.
you dont even know me.

its absurd.
i dont even believe the things you've been telling me.
what gains do you receive by lying?
i'd be a fool if i trust you.
just fuck off man.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

the coconut husk is for them to polish their teeth. am so thoughtful right? cant stand it. haha.

roller blading with adebao!
though my leg aches, it was nonetheless fun!
haha.

pictures of hamzilla are up!
oh yeah they're my hamsters.
hahaha.
damn cute!

i know that ;
you're rich.
that your dad and mum are holding superior working positions.
that you're a part time model.
that you're earning $9000 which doesnt seem enough for you.
but your god damn attitude irks me.
i dont give a rat's ass who the hell you are or what car you drive.
but you're certainly someone who turns me off.
completely.

Friday, April 21, 2006

okay.
my job at Fedex is damn slack.
hahaha.
serious man.
i spend half my time there online and bugging people who're online.
its really weird.
because Anthony, oh ya i'm under him, always says he's nothing for me to do and tells me to entertain myself.
haha.
and it's really queer talking to your boss on msn.
aiyah he's only 27.
not that old la huh.
luckily i held myself back while talking to him just now.
because i nearly complained about how bored i'm at Fedex.
hahaha.

adebao's list on the type of guys she detests is really hilarious.
heh.
was on the line with her for almost 2 hours.
hahahaha.

i'd a sudden urge to dye my hair black few days back.
hmm.

people, please stop thinking/missing me.
haha kidding ok.
but i cant stop squeezing!!!
argh.
right.
maybe it's the flu bug.
hahahaha

Thursday, April 20, 2006

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queenPeacemaker, first to end a fightGood at thinking up creative datesTend to fall in love and get hurt easilyGoing with your gut instead of your headEmphathetic and caring, sometimes to a faultGood at recognizing patterns in relationshipsBeen in love many times, perhaps too many to countWildly passionate and intense when falling in loveSpontaneous with relationships, going with the flowOverly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mindRoses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice themYou take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be pickyYou aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounterIt may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

okay.
maybe its pms.
why the hell is the duration so long?
well anyway, the point is i feel damn irritated today.

to this fellow who wouldnt be reading this but i'm going to blog it anyway or i'll burst:

how on earth can you say you like me when we barely know each other?
ok we've probably known each other for 2 weeks or so but only talked twice.
and please put a halt to all your nonsensical sweet talking.
what makes you think that i wanna meet you whenever i'm free?
ok so maybe out of the 20plus gfs you've had, 10 odd got together with you because of your looks, or so you claimed.
pointed taken.
but how you look like doesnt determine whether we'll be "more than just friends".
and, your looks dont look appealing to me.
sorry lah maybe your eyes arent small enough.
haha.
and for god's sake please stop bombarding my phone with so many calls and smses!
ok you probably need at most 3 minutes to reply each sms.
but that doesnt apply to everyone!
you prompt me every 2minutes if i havent replied.
not irritating ar?
it is to me know.
/shakes head.

to this person who most likely wouldnt be reading this either:

you gave me this link with so many pictures and wanted me to help you decide which to save?
like hello, isnt that your problem?
and i dont even know the people inside those photos besides you!
and whats wrong with keeping photos of your friends?
and you get pissed with me when i told you my opinion?
h.e.l.l.o?!?
what the hell man?!

to this person who wouldnt be reading this too (haha):

ehh.
are you okay?
you assumed that i didnt want to talk to you because of my short sms replies?!
you asked why i was ignoring you and have chosen to forsake our friendship because i havent contacted you for a week plus?!
seriously man, are you okay?
why cant you contact me then?
and are you going to pay the bill when it rockets?
i dont have a sim card which doesnt charge anything and allows infinite smses! (dont ask me how come he has it. he just does!)
grrrr.

and to you:

hey i'm really thankfully that you still care and are willing to be there for me.
i'm appreciative but am not going to accept it.
its highly impossible that we meet up next week.
sorry.

just gotten a new job!
1o minutes walk from my house.
(:
hopefully it goes well ar.
and i'm going taiwan next month!
woo-hoo!!

ok this is hilarious.
a girl just called me asking whether i was elizabeth.
so she said, "you're a friend of jimmy chan right? looking for a job right"
i was like, HUH.
who's that!
urm, dont remember knowing anyone called jimmy chan.
couldnt be that coincidental right.
weird...

parmesh's damn poor thing.
sigh.
its nobody's fault that he likes her but she doesnt like him.
and now he's afraid to sms her because he's afraid she might get pissed.
i really have no idea what to say man.
its true.
a smiling face doesnt mean a smiling heart.


haha.
was too bored.
the results of the following quizzes arent exactly true.
i think.
haha.
just for the fun of it.
=]

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them togetherThe key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge

You know how to make your man crave more of youBut you also know when to show some interest backYou're good at keeping your guy guessingAnd over time, you'll let him know how you really feel

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationshipIn turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burningNot a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius Why? You crave excitement and playful banterOnly an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toesAs for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty? with tons of surprisesJust be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

HAHA.
*hint hnit.
ok am just kidding =]

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

Monday, April 17, 2006

yet another boring day.
was so bored that i didnt know what to do man.
anyway, angela came earlier on.
after everything, hope parmesh's okay.
no one deserves that.
sigh.
its sad.

i dont usually make the first move.
the only times were back in sec1 (urm? haa) and sec4.
i think.
and i've actually done it just now!
HAHAHAHAH.
so record breaking for me.

very nice song. one of the few chinese songs which i actually like.

Hurt So Bad - Hins

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说 你永远 是我的
为了 爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐 我就快乐

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易 沉溺在 爱情里
每当 我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我 我还是想对你说

Baby I love you so much
你走了 我的心在淌血
Baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到 我的世界
Baby I love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Oh~ No~Baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱著 无论多苦都值得
说好的 你怎么 忘记了

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易 沉溺在 爱情里
每当 我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我 我还是想对你说

Baby I love you so much
你走了 我的心在淌血
Baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到 我的世界
Baby I love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解~
Baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱著 无论多苦都值得
说好的 你怎么 忘记了

Sunday, April 16, 2006

you left me feeling distraught.
there's so much i wanna say.
so many "whys".
i so wanna know what you've been wanting to say.
and then it hit me,
does it still matter?
i'll never forget you.
and i still think of you.
but we're not meant to be.

All at Once - Whitney Houston

All at once
I fin'lly took a moment
And I'm realizing that
You're not coming back
And it fin'lly hit me
All at once

All at once
I started counting teardrops
And at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once

Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
Though I must face it all alone

All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once

All at once
I looked around and found that
You were with another love
In someone else's arms
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once

All at once
The smile that used to greet me
Brightened someone else's day
She took your smile away
And left me with just mem'ries
All at once

Saturday, April 15, 2006

went to 2moro's autograph session with adebao!
urm, we didnt buy their cd.
haha
anyway the point is, they're AWESOME.
undeniably cute, hot, friendly and of course talented!
omg omg omg.

they're my new love.
(:
sorry Mr Rain.
heh.

i really want that Guess dress.
but its a little big.
=[

indulged in something sinful earlier on.
chocoloate ice cream and waffles!
yum yum.
gonna run 10 runs tomorrow.

enjoy the photos below.
sorry that i'm not a faithful lover.
hahahaha.









i just ditched Rain for him! my new love. hahaha.









love love (:

Friday, April 14, 2006

went to SIM to meet charlie yesterday.
was awestruck.
nice place.

headed to chinatown thereafter with his friend william.
if it wasnt for william, charlie and i wouldnt have got around so easily.
yeah, i'm not street-smart.
so?
haha.

okay.
my mum says she's jealous of my hamsters.
like, huh?
haha.

to find someone you love isnt easy.
its more complicated than looking for a needle in a haystack.
let alone reciprocated love.
so gabe, learn how to cherish.
dont give up so easily.

sorry to say, they(don’t ask who) are just so insignificant.

nice song:

Love takes time - Mariah Carey

I had it all
But I let it slip away
Couldn't see that I treated you wrong
Now I wander around
Feeling down and cold
Trying to believe that you're gone

Chorus:
Love takes time
To heal when you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
Love takes time
I don't wanna be here alone

Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Lord I'm needing you now
Tell me how to stop the rain
Tears are falling down endlessly

You might say that it's over
You might say that you don't care
You might say you don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do and I feel that you do
Inside

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

alright i'm damn bored.
thats why i've been online everyday!
so quit asking why and telling me that.
i know i know i know!

recently, i've developed a fetish for twins.
ahem, yes, recently.
i know some people must be thinking of something else.
haha.
but really, its only recently la.
so interesting.

i think angela's hamsters have got BO.
body odour.
hahaha.
because according to her, even after washing them with water, they still have this 'smell' on them.
which gets stronger each day.
this is what she said.
when she told me this, i was alone at the interchange waiting for linus.
this silly thought triggered off my laughing button.
and I burst out laughing all of a sudden.
people around me must have thought i was a lunatic.
hahaha.

hey seriously man.
i loathe this word WOR.
its incongruous andirritating.
especially when its coming from guys.
hello?! trying to act cute or what?!
and recently people who type lykk dishh and tinkk itt ishh keewl get onto my nerve.
why the hell must you be spelt as euu?
and why the repeated letters?
feels as though my myopia's worsening.
and its a lousy feeling ok!
so, is this some generation gap or what?
i'm so amused that i really wish to crack their skull and have a one-to-one conversation with mr. brain.
its incontestably annoying, to me.
it didnt bother me in the past.
ok maybe its pms.
whatever it is, dont talk to me in that kind of language.
because it bothers me now.
i know i sound bitchy.
maybe i'm getting old.
maybe its the side effect of having cooped up at home for so many days.
/pouts

i'm sorry.
i dont want to instill anymore false hope.
i sincerely seek your forgiveness.
i really didnt mean to hurt you.
sorry.


it feels great to be jobless/school-less and just bum around.
eh not for long term though.
haha.

anyway, met up with linus after turning him down so many times.
am worried about the catcus he gave.
was an enjoyable evening.
though i was often bullied.
grump.

was talking to gabriel earlier on.
ok this is worrying because a part of him wants to turn gay.
and you guess it.
its due to some complications he's facing with his current relationship.
and he went on and on about men from mars and women from venus.
ok i think i've that book lying around somewhere coated with dust.
lets just pray that things would turn out okay for them.
he's really putting in a lot of effort.

been turning down hansel's request many times.
just doesnt feel right.

joke of the day:

teacher: alright students, the school is planning to come up with extra classes to help students who are weaker academically.
so those who think that you're stupid please stand up.

no one stood up. except for one student.

teacher: jack, so you think you're stupid?
jack: nope. i just dont want you to be the only one standing.

HAHA.
funny?!

Monday, April 10, 2006

fuck.

i'm losing my sanity.
what the hell is wrong with me.
no its not pms.
maybe its discontentment(?), materialisti(?), boredom, unrealistic(?) ???
oh screw it.
i dont know what the frigging problem is.
just feel that things shouldnt be the way it is now.
sounds vague.
i know.
no comments please.
anyway, its not like you can leave any if you want to.
HAHA.

so, i think i need to do some soul-searching.
its not right to think this way.
its not right to treat others this way.
its not fucking right!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

i'll be so frigging free now!
argh.

my hamsters are irresistably cute!
they just adore running.
in no time they'll have six pacs!

rubbish.

so anyway, went jogging just now.
when I’ve completed 1 run (1 run sounds short right? but hey each round is 4.8km ok! nearly died) 2 guys ran passed me.
guess what they said?
"wah so fast. didnt know we're so slow!"
for some blur dodos, we were running in opposite direction and we ran pass each other a few minutes after I’ve started.
so it was ME there were referring to.
confirm!
muhahaha.
/smug.

okay.

bored.


feeling emo.
perhaps its the book i'm reading now.

i know its wrong.but these random thoughts just wouldnt stop popping out.
ive been yearning.
been hoping.
but things are still getting nowhere.
or rather, to my liking.

i'm someone i dont wanna be.
i'm tired, honestly.

Friday, April 07, 2006

i found my hamsters!
oh ya got them from Mr Hamster at my (previous) workplace.
yeah today's my last day and i'm jobless now, yet again.
was a tad surprise that my parents didnt go insane when i brought home the 2 hamsters.
haa.
so yeah, they escaped last night!
and managed to find 1 hiding beneath the sofa this evening.
the recuse time comprising of my parents and i spent the rest of the evening looking for the other but to no avail.

after reaching home from the squash session with the squash babes, the other hamster suddenly appeared from its hiding place!
it was running across the living room.
but both my parents didnt dare to touch it so they kept yelling.
hahaha.

home sweet home, hammies (:

oh yeah got dkny be delicious for only $70!
the selling price is $96!
heh heh.

Dior addict 2 smells really good!
i want!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

happy aprils fool day! =]

we were supposed to meet parmesh after work today.
Decided to trick him.
Heh.
So we bought ice cream and mixed it with pepper and a lot of sugar.
But parmesh’s reaction was retarded.
I’d to coerce him into eating it!
So yea, It wasn’t that fun.
But it reminded me of what happened last year.
When we tricked joel during aprils fool.
Admittedly, it was kind of evil of us lar
Nonetheless, it was awfully funny.
Hahaha.

Then parmesh treated angela and I to delifrance.
He eats very little.
/shakes head.

As usual, I feel so lipid-ish.
I wanna buy extrim cha cha cha!

i've already said explicitly about what i think about our r/s.
didnt you agree to leave me alone.
didnt you agree to pursue your own happiness.
how can i treat you as a normal friend, meet up with you when i know what your intenetions are.
you said its torturing to you.
but any idea by bring up the past, i feel so trapped.
why cant you set both of us free.
i've had enough of all the hogwash.
i dont know what else to say lar.
whenever i talk about us, they're all repeated stuff.
but you never never get that into your head.

for the 75305862937528 times i've said before, please leave me alone.

Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times

Her

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